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  “I needn’t bother with such things,” Sophia replied, her eyes narrowing as she assessed his cards. “Your behavior tells me all I need to know.”

  “What on earth is she talking about?” Nicholas asked, his words slurring slightly.

  Sophia winced as the syllables slid into one another. “It’s of no importance,” she answered blithely, stacking the cards in a neat pile. “What matters is that you lost. I’ll collect my winnings, now, if you don’t mind.”

  Dash listened to the banter, letting his mind wander. He’d not set foot in Stonecliffe House since the night before Nicholas Bourne’s departure for India. It hadn’t changed a bit, the dark, masculine touches put in place by Langdon still evident throughout. Their mother had retired to the country upon her husband’s death, eager to make room for Langdon and the wife and family she’d confidently assumed he’d acquire once he’d taken on the title.

  Said wife and family were still breathlessly awaited by the Dowager Duchess. From what Dash knew of the woman, she’d wait as long as she had to, duty and responsibility far more important than dying ever could be.

  “Yes, do pay up. I’ll not have you besmirching the name of Bourne by denying what rightfully belongs to Sophia,” Langdon chimed in, the cigar in his fingers giving off a mellow, smoky glow.

  Nicholas finished off the brandy and leaned against the sideboard. “No, we wouldn’t want that,” he said sardonically, folding his arms across his chest. “Now, Sophia, these winnings. Remind me, what is it that we were playing for?”

  “A promise,” she answered so quietly that Dash thought he misheard her.

  Nicholas stared at Sophia, his brow furrowing. “Well, that’s rather vague, isn’t it?” he replied, shifting his feet. “What, exactly, did I promise you?”

  “Anything that I asked,” she said, smoothly pushing back in her chair and standing. “Lettie, I’m chilled. Would you please fetch my wrap?”

  Mrs. Kirk closed the book she’d been reading and rose. “Of course, Lady Afton,” the companion replied. She walked from the room, gently closing the door behind her.

  “Well, one lady alone with three men. This is scandalous,” Nicholas jeered, waggling his eyebrows at Sophia. “Which I fully support, of course.”

  Dash couldn’t put his finger on precisely why, but he knew a squall was brewing. He could feel it. “I’m eager to hear of your Indian adventures, Bourne,” he interrupted, hoping to throw the storm off course. “Were there tigers? Oh, and cobras, of course. Wouldn’t be a proper trip without a few snakes.”

  “My mother’s death,” Sophia said, as if Dash hadn’t spoken. She twitched the silken skirt of her dress into place. “I want to talk about my mother’s death. And how we’re going to catch her killer.”

  Langdon stubbed out his cigar in a crystal ashtray and abruptly stood. “We promised to never speak of it—we all did, Sophia. I can’t see the point in dredging up the past. It would prove far too painful for you.”

  Nicholas slumped against the sideboard, his composure markedly compromised. “Hell, Sophia. I’d no idea you’d ask for something so …”

  “Yes?” she demanded, crossing her arms over her bodice. “What is it to you, Nicholas? What is it to any of you?” She pierced each one with a tormented gaze. “I know what it means to me …” she paused, clearly close to crying.

  Dash didn’t want to hear any more. All those years ago, Lord Carmichael had made the children promise to never speak of the tragedy. He’d assured them that doing so would only make the death harder to leave behind. They needed to forget if they wanted to move on, he’d reasoned.

  Proper honor and respect was always shown for Lady Afton, but no one was ever able to explain what happened. No one even tried—not even Lord Afton. Or so it had seemed to him.

  That is until his father and Lords Carmichael and Stonecliffe had invited Dash, Langdon, and Nicholas to join them and become members of the Young Corinthians, a clandestine spy organization that operated within the cavalry’s Horse Guards. Nicholas had refused while the other two had gladly seen to their duty. Subsequent access to the files concerning Lady Afton’s death had forced Dash and Langdon to accept that the less any one of them had known when they were children, the safer they all had been. The killer had made a habit of preying upon Corinthian agents and their families. No one had been safe.

  The same was true today. Dash clenched his jaw as he thought back on all of the lies he’d told. The Corinthians had never come close to finding the killer, but Dash had kept the truth of the situation from Sophia. He’d played his part so well over the years that the guilt had nearly disappeared.

  Or so it had seemed.

  “Listen to Langdon, Sophia,” he said. “He’s right. It’s ancient history. It would do more harm than good.”

  Sophia swallowed hard, not allowing one tear to fall from her eyes. “My dear, diplomatic Dash. Listen to yourself, would you? Hasn’t there been enough harm done by the silence?”

  She uncrossed her arms and walked toward him, reaching out to tightly grasp the settee. “Where did you go, Dash? Can you tell me? You’ve played at life so skillfully that I hardly remember who you were before my mother’s death. Who are you, Dash? You’re afraid. You know it and so do I.”

  “Dammit, Sophia, where is this coming from?” Dash lashed out, a sudden sense of exposure and vulnerability twisting in his soul.

  “You’ll not talk to Sophia in such a manner,” Langdon ordered, his hard stare judgmental.

  Sophia pushed away from the settee and rounded on the earl. “And why is that, Langdon? An overgrown sense of propriety?”

  “I believe you’re in need of rest. I’ll call Mrs. Kirk—”

  Sophia threw up her hands angrily. “This isn’t fatigue, Langdon. It’s a wretched, growing disease. And it’s ugly and disruptive—and out of your control. When will you accept the truth?”

  “She’s gone, Sophia. I would do anything to change that fact—anything for you …” Langdon replied, his fists flexing at his sides.

  “Then help me,” she begged. “Help me find who did this to her. To us all.”

  “You cannot go chasing after a killer, Sophia,” Nicholas ground out, frustration coloring his tone.

  Sophia walked toward Nicholas until her skirts brushed his boots. She rested her palms on his coat, just above his heart. “Not by myself, no,” she answered, her voice shaking. “Nor will you find peace all alone.” She glanced meaningfully at the empty brandy bottle.

  Nicholas stared at Sophia, as if he wanted to listen. Wanted to obey. Then his expression turned cold. He backed up and threw his crystal glass against the wall and watched as it splintered into a thousand pieces. “You’ve the wrong man, Sophia.”

  Mrs. Kirk came rushing into the room, Sophia’s wrap in her hands. “I heard a crash, Lady Afton. Are you all right?”

  Sophia lowered her shaking hands and folded them tightly together. “Right as a line, Mrs. Kirk. Right as a line.”

  Dash took a deep drink of the piquant brandy and contemplated her words. God, the woman was right. She deserved to know who killed her mother. They all did.

  DORSET

  Two weeks previous

  “Elena.”

  Miss Elena Barnes, the only child of Henry Barnes, Baron Harcourt, wrinkled her nose in unconscious protest when her father’s voice intruded upon her reading.

  “I saw that.”

  Elena smiled with warm affection. “You always do.”

  “And yet,” he replied, taking a seat next to her on the chilly stone bench piled high with brocade pillows, “you continue to give yourself away. Attempting to deceive me is a hopeless habit, if there ever was one,” he added amiably, settling his small frame comfortably on the makeshift settee and sighing with relief.

  Elena slipped a satin ribbon between the pages to mark her place and reluctantly closed her book. Her gaze moved past the folly columns to the lake beyond and the white stone of Harcourt House shining brightly in the
distance. “Really, one would think twitching my nose would be far easier to hide, even from you, considering that fact that everyone seems to agree that I always have my nose in a book.”

  Her father turned to her and cleared his throat, his eyes twinkling with wry disbelief.

  “Oh, all right,” Elena ceded with a smile, looking at the dear man. “It is true that I spend much time reading. It’s my favorite indulgence. But must Lady Van Allen mention it at every dinner party? Even Lord Van Allen sighed when she brought it up again, and he never hears a word the woman says.”

  Her father reached out and took one of her hands in his, the weight and familiar feel acting as a gentle balm to Elena’s stinging pride.

  “Actually, I believe he does hear every word,” she amended. “But it’s not like the man to reveal that he’s heard her comments, which only proves my point. Really, I have no illusions about my status as a bluestocking. Nor does anyone else in Dorset—or the whole of England, I would venture to guess. Perhaps even the entire world, though I would have to consult Lady Van Allen on that point,” she finished, winking conspiratorially.

  Last evening’s spring gathering had gone well and exactly as planned—with the glaring exception of Lady Van Allen’s comment. The turbot had been braised to perfection, the wine her father’s favorite, and those in attendance the best of friends. Elena adored every single person present, including Lady Van Allen, a bosom friend of her mother’s before the baroness’s death.

  It was this very connection that drove the well-intentioned woman to say such things, Elena reminded herself. Lady Van Allen’s conviction that Elena would eventually find her prince was both endearing and vexatious. Elena was all for perseverance. She thought it a commendable trait in the right situation. But when it came to her marital status, one would have to be an absolute lackwit to hold out any shred of hope for a happy announcement in the Morning Post.

  She was five-and-twenty. If there’d been a prince for her, he’d long ago gone in search of a far more fair damsel, Elena thought philosophically. She calmly met her father’s gaze, and then pointedly turned her attention to the fine day.

  Brilliant yellow daffodils and creamy Lady Jane tulips bloomed in clusters about the folly. A sea of bluebells spread out before her, their minuscule heads bobbing on the breeze. And just past the lake, a doe and her speckled fawn nibbled at the sweet spring grass.

  Elena contemplated the beauty of her pastoral home. She was content, in her own way. Hours spent relegated to the ranks of older women and wallflowers in ballrooms during her one season had firmly beaten down any hopes she may have harbored for a life in London. She’d been plain. And even worse, curved where she should have been straight. Heavy, when she should have been light. None of which had mattered a whit in Dorset.

  But in London, everything about her appearance and comportment was taken into consideration.

  And the women of the ton had judged her harshly—as if her inability to attract a man somehow made her completely undeserving of kindness or friendship.

  She discreetly eyed a long curl of her brown hair where it lay against her shoulder, thoughtfully studied the formless moss-green muslin gown that hid her generous curves, and finally looked at the leather-bound book in her lap.

  Bluestocking. Elena could still recall the first time she’d heard a fellow debutante call her that. She’d questioned whether the funds used to sponsor a young woman’s season wouldn’t be better spent on the poor. The room had fallen eerily quiet at her temerity, like a Dorset winter’s morn after the first snowfall.

  Elena mentally shook herself from the cold, crystalized memory. She’d left London shortly after. Turned tail, some surely said. Elena, in her darkest moments, might agree.

  She’d been fully aware that returning to Dorset permanently would, most likely, end any chance of a suitable match. Again, perseverance was all well and good. But Elena was no fool.

  Her father stretched his legs, the effort causing him to wince from pain.

  The movement drew Elena from her musing and she slipped the cashmere shawl from her shoulders to tuck it around her father’s. “What on earth possessed you to risk inflaming your gout by venturing this far afield? It is spring, but still cold enough to do you harm.”

  “The lure of seeing you smile was too great to resist,” he replied cryptically.

  Elena narrowed her eyes. “Come now, I do so all the time. Surely you could have waited until dinner.”

  “Oh, but this smile …” Lord Harcourt paused, grinning knowingly, “This smile will rival that of Euphrosyne.”

  Elena’s heart leapt at the mention of the Greek goddess of joy. Her father knew better than to invoke one of her favorite mythological characters without just cause. “You’ve my complete attention. Please, amaze me with your news,” she proclaimed eagerly.

  Reaching into his waistcoat, he drew out a letter. He slowly opened the thick, cream-colored paper and began meticulously smoothing out the folds—every last one of them.

  “You torture me for the fun of it, don’t you?” Elena admonished, craning her neck in a vain attempt to read the inverted script.

  Lord Harcourt chuckled and mercifully handed the letter to her. “Just a touch. You do make it so easy—and enjoyable. No one would blame me.”

  Elena righted the letter and began to read. The elegant handwriting was unfamiliar, but soon enough, the names mentioned within the lines began to make sense.

  As did the message itself. Thrilling, fantastic, perfect sense.

  “Am I to understand …” Elena asked, carefully setting her book on the bench between them before abruptly standing with the correspondence in her hand.

  “I’m afraid I won’t be of much use until you complete your sentence, my dear.”

  Elena reread the letter, turning in slow circles as she did so. “That the fifth Viscount Carrington has died—”

  “Rather a sad fact for you to be so happily contemplating, wouldn’t you say,” her father interrupted to point out.

  “Oh, of course,” she agreed remorsefully, stopping in front of him. “He was a dear friend, was he not?”

  Her father grinned again. “That he was, Elena. And he’d lived an interesting life, which is a blessing, indeed. I’d venture to guess the man is sitting at the right hand of the Almighty at this very moment, happily setting to work on one puzzle or another, as he was wont to do.”

  Elena realized he’d only been teasing her further and frowned at him before continuing. “Am I to understand,” she began again, “that the fifth viscount Carrington died and his son has offered you the late lord’s entire collection of antiquarian books?”

  Lord Harcourt appeared to be contemplating her words. “Yes,” he finally confirmed.

  “Including the Paolini?” she ventured, not stopping to scold him as she held her breath.

  “Including the Paolini.”

  Giacomo Paolini’s Abecedary Illustrations of Greek Mythology dated back to the fifteenth century. A single copy had survived. And it resided in the Carrington library.

  Elena felt the rush of excitement bubble from her belly to her chest, and finally her face.

  “Ah, that is the smile I was waiting for,” her father said, standing with some difficulty.

  She automatically offered her arm just as the sun’s rays began to slant toward the horizon. “When will you go?”

  “Go where, my dear?” Lord Harcourt asked as he allowed Elena to assist him down the steps of the folly.

  “To Carrington House in London, of course,” she replied distractedly, her mind already contemplating where the valuable tome would be placed in the library at Harcourt House.

  “Oh, there. Yes, well, you see, I won’t be.”

  Elena stopped, forcing her father to do the same. “What do you mean? Lord Carrington is expecting you.”

  He gestured ahead to where a cart and horse waited, and they set off once again. “That may be, but I can hardly travel with this gout plaguing me so.
You will have to go in my stead.”

  “Father, is that really necessary?” Elena countered. “Could we not send Mr. Ghent after the book—that is, books?”

  Lord Harcourt patted his daughter’s hand. “And are you aware of my estate manager’s knowledge of such things, my dear?”

  “No,” she admitted, already anticipating what would come next.

  “Mr. Ghent knows no more of priceless books than a robin does,” her father replied. “He’s a good man, Mr. Ghent, but not the sort one sends to collect such valuables. Your expertise is needed, my dear.”

  Elena could hardly argue. She would not risk her father’s health by insisting that he travel, and she’d not risk the safety of the books by employing Mr. Ghent.

  Besides, there was no one more uniquely qualified to catalogue the tomes than herself. Their own library was a thing of beauty, if Elena did say so herself. From the time she could toddle along with the help of her dear nurse’s hand, the baron had welcomed Elena into the enormous room that housed his most prized possessions. She’d come to love not only the books themselves, but the respectful process that was required for the care and safekeeping of the delicate volumes. They were an extended family of sorts to her, each one with its own unique place in her heart.

  And Lord Carrington’s books? Could she leave them in the hands of an unschooled individual? Elena envisioned rare books being tossed hither and yon, thrown into trunks without the benefit of even the most basic of lists to distinguish one collection from the other. It was too much to bear.

  “I see,” she answered practically, relishing the warmth of the sun’s fading rays. “Of course, I’ll go. We’ve no other choice, do we?”

  “No,” her father confirmed, patting her arm reassuringly.

  Elena looked again at the letter in her hand. She’d met Dashiell Matthews once, which had been quite enough for her. She couldn’t recall much about him, but she did remember the man had caught the attention of eligible females within the length and breadth of London—and quite a few ineligible ones as well. He was tall and broad, with golden hair and a face that could only be described as beautiful.